I don't know why I've been feeling so crappy lately, but I have been. Lately I've been feeling very lonely and I fear that I will will die single. I know that I'm too young to fear this, I'm only 18, and usually that thought, keeps me from feeling sad, but more and more lately, I feel a growing lonliness. I can't get a date, and all the women, I am interested in either have no interest in me and/or have a boyfriend. And to piss me off more my good friends are trying to tell me that I need a one night stand before a relationship, but that's just not who I am, I am old fashioned. No matter how much I tell them this, they just can't seem to get it in their heads.
I don't know why I'm ruining precious bandwidth with this, it's just my random bitching.