First let me put it out there:

I'm not not going to be a RN. Seriously I feel like this is what I'm meant to do, because honestly does anyone know anyone who loves the bowels as much as I do? I mean really I dig that part of the body and how it all works (it's the part that makes poo and pee! I must have a hidden 5 year old boy in me who is facinated with this stuff.).

But...

I'm having a major issue with school. I went to the counselor last month and she was really negative about me becoming a RN. I got super frustrated at the whole thing. And now I'm feel like I'm dragging my feet, which I shouldn't feel like. I should be psyched. Counselors should encourage students not discourage. I have to get a move on too. Dang.