One of the worst things to come out of the past few weeks is that I am not finding MC the fantastic spot I used to. It now seems less friendly, more exclusionary, more clique-ish, more hostile. Maybe it's me, overall things have not been going well at all, so maybe it's just a reflection of my feelings in general. I just know I start to reply on a thread and stop and think 'why bother' and just don't. I've cancelled plans to attend the pasta party and the Sunday post-rally meet. I feel...unwelcome. Eh...'whatever', I'll get over it or I won't. Life goes on. Somewhere.