Okay so I got a bit of a dilemma and I am sooooo last minute about it. I gotta make a decision in a day or two about whether or not I wanna stay on the Disney College Program. This college program has been nothing but metaphoric suicide for me and the longest months of my life. Why not go home you ask? I'm from Indiana. They got nothing in Indiana for people who graduated with a double major in Creative Writing and film production. I was really really hoping for a professional internship. I applied for several and didnt hear from anyone. I told my manager about it and he said to talk to casting. I talked to casting and they told me to call the jobline because they dont deal with professional internships. I went through several connections on the hotline but they dont have a special line for professional internships. I tried waiting for a random rep only to get a "sorry we cant take your call at this time, bye" every time. Finally I decided to just select one of the lines and ask them to connect me. They said that theyre done accpeting applications. I dunno if that means theyve already selected who they wanted for the internships or if they are just saying that the deadline for applying has passed. If it's the latter then they must be deaf or ignorant cuz I told them that I had already sent my applications for these jobs before they were due.
So I really dont want to extend this CP thing but I may not have a choice. Of sure I can change my job if I wanted to. I'm strongly considering auditioning to be a character. But the living conditions are sub par and I hate knowing that I will wind up living with people I'm not gonna get along with...again. The transportation system down here sucks too but my parents wont let me have a car down here and if I dont stay in the CP housing I'm gonna have to deal with the burden of finding housing in a whole nother state far away from home with no car.
My biggest problem with staying here...HOW IS DOING AN UNRELATED MINIMUM WAGE JOB GONNA MAKE ME A TV PRODUCER?!!! By staying here I will feel like I am wasting my time. If I go back to Indiana I will also feel like I am wasting my time. I wanted to advance upwards towards my careers goals not be stuck doing the same junk over and over!
Sorry for the rant. I wont blame ya if this topic gets tossed. But I sense the pressure of what I am gonna do with my life building up again.
So help if ya can.
So I really dont want to extend this CP thing but I may not have a choice. Of sure I can change my job if I wanted to. I'm strongly considering auditioning to be a character. But the living conditions are sub par and I hate knowing that I will wind up living with people I'm not gonna get along with...again. The transportation system down here sucks too but my parents wont let me have a car down here and if I dont stay in the CP housing I'm gonna have to deal with the burden of finding housing in a whole nother state far away from home with no car.
My biggest problem with staying here...HOW IS DOING AN UNRELATED MINIMUM WAGE JOB GONNA MAKE ME A TV PRODUCER?!!! By staying here I will feel like I am wasting my time. If I go back to Indiana I will also feel like I am wasting my time. I wanted to advance upwards towards my careers goals not be stuck doing the same junk over and over!
Sorry for the rant. I wont blame ya if this topic gets tossed. But I sense the pressure of what I am gonna do with my life building up again.
So help if ya can.
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